Yuanamo

Last journal, I was saying that the Humira was helping me feel better. But then I needed to double the dose, then doubled again... Then my body just rejected it and I went back to being a useless lump and being so lethargic that it was difficult to sit up for an even an hour. I'm on another medication now called Inflectra and I have to sit for a few hours each session as they administer it via IV. I still don't feel great, but the doc said it'll take awhile. Been trying to push myself to do some things here and there. I can do some basic chores around the house now and I work one day a week basically watching security cameras. Yeah, it's re

It's been a long time since I updated at all. There had been a lot of real life stuff that happened. As to why I had stopped uploading videos and content in general... Well, I'll give you the super condensed version... Horrible upstairs neighbors that had daily screaming matches, legal confrontations with a new landlord who bought the place we were still living in and did not uphold the agreement in our lease, loss of internet (which the landlord was supposed to provide as written in our lease), moving to a new place, suddenly working graveyard (night) shifts. Then I got really sick again with my Crohn's disease. So we had gotten out of the

Intolerance. For some reason irrational things like racism still exists and is closer to home than many people want to admit. It's not a thing that just happens in 'those countries'. Such a hatred is irrational. Maybe you hate someone for slashing your tires, for stealing things from your yard, for yelling profanities at you. But hating someone for being born a certain race is just downright stupid. Yet many people are quick to group a whole race together for crimes committed by a few. As ridiculous as it is, it still happens today. One thing that's popular now is hating on the white male middle class. Racist, sexist, and hating on a social